I finally admitted to myself...

I finally admitted to myself that theres a problem lying in me. Big Problem. Im different when i am outside and when i am at home. Outside i would be the sociable guy, always up to socialising with anyone. But at home, i would hardly be happy, no smiles, and i feel shitty. I would yell at mother to do this and that. I am never happy, and sometimes feel like this when i am outside too, when i am alone. but whenever someone talks to me, i will forcefully brighten up and start vibing as if there is a gun pointed to my head for me to do that. I always criticize others for LSE and not being who they really are. Now i found a similar problen in my self. I will start taking steps by steps to overcome this problem. The first is probably trying to let my natural state shows. when i feel shitty, i am shitty. I will not do anything else and will not be distracted by pressures to define me instead of being myself.

next time,
Dasheep

My first post

I am a progressing pua in the game of social circle. This blog will note my journeys, my lessons learnt, and my infield experience. Currently i am reading magic bullets by love systems where they have the social circle game chapter and Mr.M and Braddocks posts which is full of social circle game gold.

A new year has started and this post officially starts my journey into the world of social circle pua. It may take years to get even decent at this. Anyhow, i will be posting 1 - 2 posts per month updating on my pua life.

Connecter,
Dasheep